FallOrFlyy

Pretend I'm not around And that its only in my head Convince yourself I'm never in your heart Or in your bed Its hardly lying dear Come on, its not like we were lovers Just the two of us colliding With my head under the covers And no you never forced me I could always be ignored In the instant I refused Or you decided you were bored Of having me, your plaything If I wont do as I'm told Though in public I was at arms length At home you'd be the one to hold Me tightly as you said to me We'd never be apart But now you're swearing blind That it was my idea to start.

How much wear and tear can a heart take? How long can a soul last? How can the future be beautiful, If the present will partner the past? One shot, one slash and one stab, Not even a mark is there. I guess the strongest heart Is the one filled with love and care. But surely it can't last that long With all the beatings that it can take. Surely it has to be pummeled so hard That one day it's just going to..... b r e a k.

Counting hours between syllables It puts a glacier between us With no bridge to the middle So I cannot move across. And so I wait with freezing hands For you to catch the rope I've thrown Three tugs for "I want you" Two for "I miss you" And one for just "I'm here". With no tugs I have no message And I cannot throw more rope So I stay beside this glacier With faith, rather than hope. A faith that, though my heart is numb From waiting in the cold, When this glacier is behind us I will be warmed by your hold.